today's flavor: B A S E L I N E anxiety : 0
agitation : 0
today's unwanted guests: lots of boredom
October was a bad month. I wasn't depressed, but I wasn't exactly happy. In a nutshell, I spent the past few weeks suppressing frustration, disappointment, swirls of confusion and on top of all that, grief from being bereft of a beloved bunny. I had thus avoided splattering my guts all over my blogs.
"Things will be getting better" has been my mantra for the past year or so, but realistically, I can't see much improvement. Things aren't worse, mind you; just not dramatically, radically, wildly BETTER. Not yet anyway - my inclination to see the glass half full still looks forward. These days are merely the insignificant in-between stage.
On the bright side, 2011 has generally been a pleasant year. Despite the unfriendly October. December's on its way, and I'm hoping for another good one.
