Monday, November 14, 2011

feeding the pigeons

today's flavor: MODERATE DEPRESSION
anxiety : 1
agitation : 3

today's unwanted guest: migraines and fatigue 


I type with a strident headache somewhere above my right eye.

I am once again at that place in which what I desire most is death. Engaging in any sort of activity seems pointless.  I wouldn't have gotten out of bed today if my dad didn't need me to fill out some forms for him.  I don't even feel like eating. I eat only when I'm terribly hungry.

Things look dull and dim.  Screw my dreams. Death seems friendlier than Dream right now.

Image from DC Comics.
Characters created by Neil Gaiman.

I don't see the purpose of exerting any effort to improve the quality of life.  I only want to get out of it.

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