today's flavor: B A S E L I N Eanxiety : 0
agitation : 0
So this is weird. I didn't even need to take a happy yellow pill today. I'm not even sad today. Maybe just a little sluggish, but otherwise I'm fine. So this is a good sign.
I haven't taken those mood-boosters in a while. I hadn't downed them during my recent depressive cycle because I often woke up at noon, and if I took them too late in the day that might mean trouble sleeping at night. I have about two boxes stashed, and I just hope they don't all go to waste. Most of them expire next year yet anyway.
I'll see them again in the next downward episode.
On an unrelated note, I wish I had the means to take a trip to Singapore. I've never been, and friends have been telling me how lovely it is. I've been intrigued since second grade, when there was a Singaporean girl in my class and she told me about her home, and how you could go to the top of the tallest building and see the whole country (that's what she said). But right now I really, urgently want to go there, because there are two exhibits right now that I sooo want to see: (1) Art from the Musee D'Orsay, including paintings by Van Gogh, and (2) the Titanic artifacts at the Lightspace Museum. Sigh. I especially want to see the Van Goghs. Another sigh. Can't afford, can't do. Sigh.
