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I am right now at a creative low, but at a productive high. I've been busier than usual and my attention is fixed on a couple of projects, so I haven't really had any time for creatives .

I had some sleep last night. No sleep at all the other night, which I spent thinking and praying and ruminating. Racing thoughts again. I almost pounced on somebody.

I've been feeling really edgy. I am once again guilty of skipping my Lithium. I think I've been off it for two weeks now. And as usual, I didn't do it on purpose. Really. I ran out of pills and I kept forgetting to buy some. The Hubby bought me a batch earlier today, so I no longer have an excuse.

I feel kinda distended. I'm so glad to be heading to the beach tomorrow. I'll be there for two days with the Hubby and the bunnies. Wish it could be two weeks. I'll be collecting myself so I can be ready to dive into more stress afterwards.