severe elev. | high elev. | moderate elev. | slight elev. | BASELINE | slight dep. | moderate dep. | deep dep. | severe dep. || anx: 1 | agit: 1
Another first post.
I know I'm supposed to be all gung-ho at looking forward and setting goals at this time of the year, but the truth is I just want to resign from existence altogether. Oh sure I've set a number of goals for 2010. But they're just for maintenance actually, because I have no other choice but to carry on; I have no visions of my life improving. I give up. I don't know what to do next, and I don't need more advice.
Sadly I'm not looking forward to anything this year. Things are pretty much veiled, and I don't know what to make of it. I'm living a moment at a time, finding little joys in day-to-day things and having to settle for that for now.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
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