SLIGHT ELEVATION + SLIGHT DEPRESSION = SLIGHT DYSPHORIA :(
anxiety : 1 | agitation : 0
The past week I spent most hours on the bed since the Hubby has work until 10 p.m. this month and I have most of the day alone and I'm too paranoid and autophobic to do anything. A little L goes on my forehead right there.
I'm not too bored since I have my books, a few videos and CDs and this loverly laptop.
I think I'm developing bed sores, haha.
Though I've been in a bit of depression, there have been several uppers lately, so I'm good. Even without the drugs.
My recent uppers:
- Having a new hairstyle (even if it's "homemeade" :p )
- Finding a new church that I like
- Meeting new people
- Meeting up with our pastors-to-be
- Catching up with an old friend
- Watching The Simpsons
- Some much-needed affirmation
- The hope that things will get better
